Last night, I got to chat with Spiderman. We had to cut it short because he’s disconnecting and I was about to eat dinner.
Hay. There are some people who feel you are with them even if you haven’t seen each other for ages. It might seem strange because Spiderman and I had only been friends for one whole sem, first year in UST, and yet, I feel I can share anything with him. There are even things only he knows, about me. I told him things I never shared to my closest friends. Perhaps, its really more comfortable sharing to a stranger – although that doesn’t make him a stranger now. Having a friend you don’t see, talk and text every week is surprisingly beautiful because you get to talk about a whole lot of stuff and never get tired of hearing the same thing over again.
What makes chatting with Spiderman different from chatting with everyone else? ASide from the fact that it is one of the sweetest things I like looking forward to. We can also talk about basketball, girls, guys, gays, love, life, death and a lot more. It doesn’t even get uncomfortable like sometimes, when I chat with my other friends. It isn’t disturbing when he replies late. With him, we “share”, he says something then he asks me what I think. With him, I’m myself. I can even be very vocal and not worry on what he’ll think. I can be unconventional with all he cares. I can blurt out every bad word I know, without thinking, and he wouldn’t care. We could practically criticize every person in this planet. I love the way we criticize people, it is very different from uhm who’s so juvenile and harsh. I like that he could tell me all his mishaps and difficulties. I love that he tells me how badly he treats girls; that he’s now going for girls he doesn’t love and is younger. He wasn’t hesitant to share those things to me. When we chat, it’s just real. No pretensions, just our plain, marvelous selves.
I just thought, perhaps, he’d cry more than uhm, when I die. Just a thought.
He is such a blessing.
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Two roads divereged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
- Road Not Taken by Robert Frost
Exclusivity.
There are some things which you could only share with a single person. No matter how many best friends you may have, there's a specific person you prefer discussing a very particular topic with. As for me, there's only one person I could comfortably discuss MY death. He is not even my "bestest friend" but I am so happy sharing those things with him because I know, we share the same sentiments. He's just my closest guy friend and he's perfectly aware of it.
So, this is for that person:
Our lives may be imperfect. We may have been endlessly, thinking of our own deaths but the mere thought that I am going through this with you makes me hopeful that things would eventually, go our way.
I am very grateful that you're making me live life. Thanks for your walking with me. My life's so much bearable having you around! You have my eternal gratitude.
Let's continue trying to enjoy life.
When things finally go our way, I'll treat you our favorite drink and play with you our favorite sport. Thank you very very much.
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Two roads divereged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
- Road Not Taken by Robert Frost
I never realized that Comparative Anatomy would be THIS HARD!!!
After a week of Comparative Anatomy, I think I won't make it to Medicine. Ang lupit! First day, discussion; 2nd day, quiz; 4th day, quiz ulit; 5th day, long examination! - that was only for the Lecture. For the first day, library agad. Ugh. As for the Lab, 4 days of discussion and the 5th day, practical examination regarding the exoskeleton and external anatomy. I thought I wouldn't live another day.
And we were so left out because almost all of our classmates have all these kinds of hand-outs and photocopies - we don't have any. The books worth 760 and 280 are both useless because our Lec prof uses powerpoint, and our Lab prof doesn't discuss much and the book doesn't have much illustrations. So, we ended up photocopying an atlas.
Sad. Unfortunately, one of the reasons why I come to school at 7 am is about to vanish. Our class would be divided into two, the other would have their classes from 1 to 3. My reason is transferring to the afternoon class. Ang lungkot. I'm glad that my reason is still staying for my Lab class.
Med. Med. Med.
Now, I know why doctors ask for incomprehensible fees. Hahahaha! I think I'm going to do the same in the future?!
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Two roads divereged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
- Road Not Taken by Robert Frost
You're a Buddha!
What's Your Stress Style?
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Two roads divereged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
- Road Not Taken by Robert Frost
These were taken at baywalk when Livre was cancelled. hahahaha.
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Two roads divereged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
- Road Not Taken by Robert Frost
It's funny that we only learn to value and appreciate the people when they already left us.
I was just thinking of a very nice person whom I've taken for granted for 2 years. He's somewhere else, definitely not here in the Phils. Let me be chessy, ok?! Wah. Miss ko na siya but sorry to say, he's celebrating their 1st anniv of his girlfriend. Anyway, he cared for me like no one has ever done before. He's uber duper sweet. Wah. He used to force me to rest on his lap because he knew I was up all night doing some papers. He used to tell me that I should just stay at home during summer because he said he should only be the one who's working. Awww. He used to tell me that he should only be the guy in my life. Hahaha, as if. Wah. With everything he had told me, my only replies were, "talaga lang ha", "as if naman", "feeling mo", "you wish"... Damn my insensitivity! When he knew I had a cellphone, he asked for my number and kept texting me for 2 hours. I wasn't online then so I replied to all his text, saying goodbye to 200 pesos in 2 hours. He was telling me to go to sleep, to eat and to rest even if I was just lying on my bed or watching tv. I was really stupid, someone should have slapped me. He even bid me goodbye with a long tender mwwwaaaaaah. So dumb.
I'd never thought I would have regrets concerning a guy.
I miss him so much.
This is not me.
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Two roads divereged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
- Road Not Taken by Robert Frost
I passed my Chem!!! It isn't formal yet, but Matet checked my grades and I got a whooping, 3.0! Hahaha!
And that, 3.0 brightened my gloomy future. Med, here I come!!! Whoohoo!!!
Lord, I offer to you all the thank you's I will utter for the rest of my life! Wah. This is a dream come true...
the light amidst the darkness...
the life out of death!
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Two roads divereged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
- Road Not Taken by Robert Frost
Sad pa rin.
Hay.
My girlfriends, Cheska and Kat, cheer me up all the time. It's nice to be with them once in a while especially during these times. We went to mass last Sunday at their parish, well, I just wanted to get the hell out of here so I went to Cheska's place. After the mass, we met Ate Tin's (Kat's sister)sizzling hot "friend", the BPI guy. Hahahaha! After that, we went to our future pad
hahahaha! in Mindanao Ave with Cheska's fam. We had dinner in Capitol Hills.
first time ko dun! hehehe! They dropped me off sa house before 11.
I'm soooo fortunate to have these 2 ladies!
Anyway, last night, I sneaked out. Well, hindi naman talagang sneaked out kasi I told Isay that I'll have my hair cut. I went to Jen's place, Kat's already there and then, we went to SM. I had my hair cut short again at David's Salon and I had bangs.
Dreadful. We had our picture taken then I printed some of our pictures from Jen's phone. I went home before 10.
Now, I don't really care if they (my parents) get mad at me or not. Perhaps, I just grew tired of their yellings or maybe, my rebellious side is shining. Hahaha!
I just remembered, I was pissed off last friday because I wasn't allowed to sleep over at Chrissie's house. It sucks, I know.
I bet they'll kill me if they're that brutal. But they're not, so they'll accept my apology, right guys?! I'm really really sorry!!!
... time flies, chem grades are coming up, please pray for me, people.
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Two roads divereged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
- Road Not Taken by Robert Frost
