Wahaha!

I'm hating work.

I'm so glad I went online!

Thanks for making my smile again, DamnedAngel!


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Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
- Road Not Taken by Robert Frost

What do I REALLY BELIEVE IN?

(aside from the ones in "Apostle's Creed")

LOVE

that without Christ, I am nothing

that the real beauty in unappreciated by most people

that we will forever be in darkness if we do not learn to open our hearts for the Lord

the power of HOPE

that people are basically good

that being of service to people is worth every sacrifice

we CAN CHOOSE

we ARE CHOSEN

predestination . fate . serendipity


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Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
- Road Not Taken by Robert Frost

Presenting...




THE 'WALK MAN'


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Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
- Road Not Taken by Robert Frost

Sadyang napakababaw talaga ng aking kaligayahan.

Kagabi, hiningi nung kasama ko sa mahabang lakad ang aking opinyon tungkol sa isang bagay ng makaka-apekto sa buong komunidad. Haha!

At may panibago kaming sikreto.

Ang saya talaga ng buhay!

...

Ang bait talaga ng Panginoon! Kahit kailan, hindi niya ako pinapabayaang malungkot! Kaya't para sa kanya ang lahat ng ngiting namumutawi sa aking mukha, para sa kanya rin ang lahat ng halakhak na naikakanta ng aking bibig, para sa kanya ang lahat ng kaligayahang tinatamasa ko sa kasalukyan.

:)


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Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
- Road Not Taken by Robert Frost

I am not nice.

I am not expressive because I don't want to be. I can be expressive. I just choose not to. So, if I happen to be SO DENSE, it's because I chose NOT TO HEAR, NOT TO FEEL, and NOT TO UNDERSTAND.

Darn, why can't I be brutally frank?

Wakokoko :)



Anyway, I'll be starting my OJT tomorrow, and upto now, I'm not sure where I'll be working. Err, tomorrow na yun. Good luck na lang :p



I guess, I'm still not over that looong walk. Haha! It's funny, I can't seem to get myself to dismiss that as nothing. Tomorrow, there'll be another chance for that walk. But, that OJT is making me miss that opportunity. Too bad. Hehehe!



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Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
- Road Not Taken by Robert Frost

Hindi kasi dapat ipinagpipilitan kung...


AYAW!


Hay. If it is this complicated, I don't want it. Vague. Darn. Ang gulu-gulo. Pwede bang isa-isa lang, nahihirapan na ako. Haha. Mas vague. Don't mind me, I can't even mind myself. Huh? Labo talaga. Dapat kasi one-by-one. Pag walang nangyayari, kinakalimutan na para may lugar pa rin sa bagong darating di ba?

I've been on this limbo for uhh, 2 years?! I'm not even trying to save myself. Now, while I'm still in a limbo, someone's passing by. I'm not sure if that someone is going to stay but that someone's stop is undeniably a joy! Haha! Gawd, mas marami pa yata kaming napagusapan kaysa dun sa isa.

Would you stay and eventually get me out of this uncertainty?

No?

Ok.



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Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
- Road Not Taken by Robert Frost

After a very loooonnng walk,








kinikilig pa rin ako.
Hahaha.


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Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
- Road Not Taken by Robert Frost

EVERYONE'S RULE 1:
DON'T ENTER IN A RELATIONSHIP WHEN YOU STILL LIKE SOMEONE ELSE.

No matter how secure your relationship is, you'll always find yourself thinking of that someone else, thinking of "what-ifs". It is UNFAIR to the one you're committed to and to that someone else who doesn't even know that he/she is already ruining a good relationship, it's not even his/her fault. Gawd.

MY RULE 2:
GUYS ARE FOR GIRLS and GIRLS ARE FOR GUYS.

A girl doesn't confess to another girl that she likes her. You see, the sentence, "she likes her" is not that accepted grammatically because it would be very hard to distinguish who is who. So, it is not greatly accepted in MY WORLD, ok?! and so as its counterpart, "he likes him". See, it doesn't make a lot of sense. I guess I'm not yet open to homosexuality. Hehehe!

MY RULE 3:
IF 2 YEARS HAVE GONE BY AND NOTHING IS HAPPENING, SAVE YOURSELF AND MOVE ON.

2 freaking years?! Get another life! Martyrs die, you know!



... There's more to come. I'm learning the hard way.


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Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
- Road Not Taken by Robert Frost

It has been a really busy March!

I didn't even have the time to post something here on my blog. So, now, let me update you:

PRE-FINALS and FINALS WEEK
Wah. I was relentlessly doing stuff for school, submitting requirements I didn't do my best at. Everything was done half-heartedly but I was really happy. Hehehe! It's very weird. I kind of like being busy and stressed out. Haha! I'm not sure of my class standing anymore but I didn't care less. I don't know if I'm passing all of my subjects. Hay. I really have to fix myself next year. I owe so many things to my friends/groupmates and to God.

4B INVADES BATAAN
At the last day of our final examinations, we went to Bataan!!! Whoohoo! Pahirapan magpaalam pero pinayagan din ako! Haha! It was so fun! But also so BITIIN!!! Ack. It was only over-night. When we got there, we ate dinner. Then, drinking session started soon. The guys drank the beers (they bought 2 cases of Pale Pilsen; we only have 7 guys and 2 drivers). Actually, among the girls, Chumps were the only ones who drank Empi. MicMic was nice enough to include anybody who would want some. Bea drank beer with the guys! Hahaha! And she was sooooo drunk afterwards. She was very funny, lying on the floor, pointing at anything, and saying she wasn't drunk at all. Haha! I drank shots of Empi. It was hard to count how may shots MicMic gave me, but sure as hell, I got very very dizzy. Hahaha!

BEING "DIZZY"
It was funny. It was actually my first time to drink Empi, and so, it was also my first time to be dizzy. I wouldn't call it "tipsy" because that would seem like I drank a lot when in fact, I can count on my fingers how may shots I had (I was just not sure!). It was fun! I enjoyed it. Hahaha. I walked around, not straight-ly though. It felt like I can do anything. Maybe, of the fact that drunk people can get away with anything. Anyway, it was a really nice experience. I would recommend everybody to try to get "dizzy" once in a while. Hahaha!

BACK TO BATAAN
We we're having soo much fun that night. People were dancing! Doing crazy aerobics, dancing lessons, etc. We even sang beneath the stars!!! Hahaha! One song after the other, nonstop medley. Hahaha! Ang saya! The nex day, that is after sleeping for less than an hour, the boys cooked our breakfast! Yihee! Papa Tim's eggs were unforgettable! Haha! And so as Ezeck's ham and luncheon meat, na durug-durog! Hahaha! Swimming at some resort, followed shortly after picture takings. Haha! Some people were left behind to finish cooking the Adobo!!! and other food. Kudos to Marion and Ryan for the delicious Adobo!!! Yieee, yummy! Pati din sa lahat lahat ng food na kinain natin. I can survive in an island with 4B! Haha! We played football/basketball in the pool! Ang saya saya! The game was very brutal, to the point that Ryan's finger bled because it got hit on my braces, then, Ezeck's lips also bled because it got hit on his own braces. Funny. YanYan was so great playing that game that her team always win. Haha! After an afternoon in the pool, we went home at Seskie's place. More picture taking and last dinner, then we're off to Manila!

The whole Bataan escapade was very crazy!!! :) Super biglaan lahat ng plans. Tapos, we never had something concrete! Sobrang spontaneous lahat! But, above everything - the shortcomings, the lack of food, the yellow water, the issues, the complaints - what's important is that WE HAD SOO MUCH FUN! WE SPENT AN OVERNIGHT WITH EACH OTHER. That alone, is the greatest reward and blessing we could experience from each other.

I LOVE YOU 4B!!! 4B PSYCH AKO! :o


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Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
- Road Not Taken by Robert Frost