My weekend was a whirlwind.

Friday was Debz' day. We, with Ayel, met up at McDonald's Q.Ave. Before I got there, there's a huge traffic on Quezon Avenue right after Delta, so I walked. I walked upto National Bookstore and decided to ride a tricycle to McDo. The tricycle driver didn't want to take me because he said that the traffic extended upto there, so I had to plead. Buti na lamang at malakas ang aking persuasing power, pumayag si Manong subalit kailangan P20 ang ibayad ko. Sa sobrang pagod at sakit na ng paa ako, ako'y pumayag. Hindi ko na yata kakayanin pang doblehin ang nilakad ko. When I got there, (Paumanhin nga pala kung ako'y nagpapalipat-lipat ng linguahe.) Ayel and Debz were already there so I just bought a Coke and large French Fries. Matapos ang ilang sandali, kami'y muling naglakad patungo sa dulo ng fly-over kung saan namin hinatid dati ni Missy si Ryan. Nagmukha kaming mga tanga sa sidewalk dahil tawa kami ng tawa, pagkatapos, si Deborah ay nagpipilit pang Cubao Ilalim lang ang dapat naming sakyan, subalit wala namang dumadaang Cubao Ilalim, lahat ay sa Ibabaw. Hehehehe! Napagdesisyunan naming sumakay na sa isang berdeng bus. Nakakatawa pa kasi habang kaming patungo sa aming nais upuan, kaming pagewang-gewang sa bus habang humahalakhak. Hahahahaha. Umupo kami sa may bandang gitna ngunit dahil masikip, lumipat kami sa likod. >>>fast forward>>> Namili kami sa Greenhills ng MGA damit. Noong mga bandang 6:30 pm na, kami'y nag-FX patungo na sa kanilang bahay upang maligo at mag-ayos para sa lakad namin sa gabi. Sa napakatagal na biyahe, isang hita ko lang ang naka-upo sapagkat mga "insensitive" ang mga katabi kong interns. Hay, buhay! Pagkadating sa bahay nila Debz, kami'y kumain, nagpahinga, naligo, nagbihis at nag-ayos. Dumating sina Chrissie at Jarl habang kami'y nag-a-ayos. Matapos ang napakatagal na oras, hinatid kami ng driver ni Chrissie kina Irvinne. >>>forward>>> Kami'y kumain, nakipagkwentuhan, kumain at nakipagkwentuhan ulit. Naroon nga sina Aan, Knowell, Omar, Gen, Ex ni Knowell, Pat, Mom ni Pat, JM (kapatid ni Pat), Lynette at marami pang iba. Sayang nga at hindi namin naabutan sila Nelson at Ana Kat. >>>fast forward>>> Sa Eastwood, kami'y naglibot at naglibot, nakita si Joseph Bitangcol at naglibot muli. Makaraan ang ilang minuto kami'y nagtungo sa Power Station para maglaro. Na-miss kong magbasketball. Hahahaha, ang saya saya! >>>fastest forward>>> Nawindang ang aming gabi nang pinauwi agad si Jarl. Kinailangan kasi niyang mag-drive kinabukasan kaya't pinapauwi na siya agad. Sa sobrang asar ng bestfriend ko, nilibre niya kami sa Jack's Loft. Masarap pala ang Mocca Frap at French Fries doon. Habang kumakain, ninais naman ng BF ni Rayelle na makipag-break sapagkat napaparanoid siya. Nakakatuwa at nakakatawa. Nang umalis na si Jarl, kami'y nagtungo na sa Basement. As usual, amoy mukhang pabango na ng lahat ng tao ang amoy ng sigarilyo, pero tolerable naman. Nagsayawan. Uminom ng Martini at nagsayawan muli. Umuwi ako bago sunduin sina Debz, mga 2:30. Hindi man lamang ako pinagalitan kaya't nakakatuwa. Hehehe.


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Two roads divereged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
- Road Not Taken by Robert Frost

Yey. My SUMMER CLASSES ARE FINALLY OVER!!!

For the final day, we had our Final Examination in Lec. Shit. Fucking Shit. Ang hirap. Malupit. It’s like studying for the wrong test. The content of the test were not the facts that we studied, it was so different. Sana hindi na lang kami nag-aral, saying lang sa weekend. The test items were completely off beat. Ang labo labo. Leche.

Sa Lab naman, Sir Pavia made us wait for one hour and a half. He woke up late. Darn. He just showed us our grades. They pulled down the passing to 52, less than 10 failed. Ang saklap. At first, hindi pa ako kinakabahan, Sir Pavia was calling us alphabetically, so siyempre, banding dulo pa ako. When all of my friends were through and none of them failed, kinabahan ako, kasi if ever, baka ako ang kaisa-isang bagsak. Huhuhuhu. When he called me, parang may amplifier yung heart ko, lubdub lubdub lubdub. Sigh. I barely passed. Goddamit. Thank God!!! Hahahaha! By the way, I told every one of my friends kung sino ang aking soulmate. Hehehehe.

Going to the dentist, I had to pass by Robinson’s Ermita. Stroll mag-isa. When I got to the dental clinic, my dentist who is Leif Pingol’s aunt, Tita Judy, made me wait, as always. Around 3 am, she asked me to sit on the dental chair and started operating my mouth. Hehehehe! Tapos, binunutan niya ako ng MOLAR tooth. Wuhuhuhuhuhu!!! Ang sakit sakit.

Despite the seemingly unbearable toothache, I still had to go to Debs’ house, so I went. Nilakad ko yung paaykat sa may Commonwealth na hawak hawak ko yung aking panga. Grabe! Pagdating ko dun, andoon si Jarl at kakaalis lamang daw si Rayelle, saying. Kumain kami ng pasta habang pinipilit si Chrissie na sumunod, kasi nanuod sila ni Kev ng Da Vinci Code. Sumunod siya. Si Jarl naman, dumating na si Chrissie, natapos nang kumain kaming lahat pati si Chrissie ay hindi pa rin tapos kumain. Hahahahaha! Kumakain kami habang nanunuod ng coverage doon sa umakyat sa Mt. Everest. Wakeke. After ni Jarl kumain, nag-pictorial na kami!!! Hahahaha. Saya saya.


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Two roads divereged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
- Road Not Taken by Robert Frost

Our pictures last 19 May 2006, at Debz' house. It was her pre-birthday bash. Hehehehe.

And vanity attacked us...



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Two roads divereged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
- Road Not Taken by Robert Frost

It's been 5 weeks and all I ever did was study, take test, complain, study, take practical exam and test, complain and study all over again. It's been plain agony. It's been 5 tiring, long, stressful weeks and it's finally coming to halt.

Yey!!!

Finals na lang and whew, makakapag-summer vacation na ko. Hahaha! I'm very excited sa first week ng summer ko. For the 19th, Deb's pre-birthday bash; 24th her real birthday, bar daw kami. Hmmm. For the 26th, Hale in Eastwood!!! Hehehe. 28th, Bea's Debut, the theme? Retro!!! Hahaha! Excited na talaga ako. I just hope I don't fail my summer subjects.

Speaking of summer, I think/hope I found my soulmate. Hahahaha!!! I don't really believe these things but I tried it after watching a silly movie. I listed some circumstances and some characteristics and waited for someone that fits it. The first on the list: Magkakasabay kaming pumasok sa pinto pero hindi niya ako papaunahin. It happened on the 2nd week of our summer classes, sa main door ng Main Bldg. =) Second: He should have a yellow hanky. I thought this would be hard because guys don't usually have anything yellow, but he did. I saw him brought it to school twice. =) Somewhere in the list: We should have a weird/unusual similarity. We were both failed by the same professor on our first year in college, that was weird because we don't belong in the same college. =)13th: He loves my favorite color and has to have 3 things in his bag with that color; his bag itself, his tissue holder and there's a bottle of something. =) Ang saya 'no?! Hahaha!

Bidding goodbye to Comparative Anatomy with a huge smile on my face!!!


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Two roads divereged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
- Road Not Taken by Robert Frost

Did you ever felt really sad? Sad meaning it seems like nothing is working out and everything that used to work out doesn’t even matter anymore.

Did you ever felt really sad? Sad meaning it seems like nothing is working out and everything that used to work out doesn’t even matter anymore. I am feeling that now. I no longer know what to do. I no longer want to interact with people. All I ever do is weep and cry in silence. Unshed tears have been blocking my visions.

And I don’t seem to have enough courage to fight everything back. It’s 3 in the morning and I can’t sleep because of my sadness. I wouldn’t even want to sleep; I just have to force myself because I have to live the day. I can’t even have the guts to plea for help. I’m all alone and it seems like I’ll be alone forever.

Ever felt sad with no particular reason? It’s weird. Crying because of nothing.

I’m glad for Pao because he no longer feels this damn depression that as taken over me now. But, I pity myself for not being able to stay happy when I was. I’m so fucking happy that you’re happy Pao. I’m joyful that things are finally going your way – academics and you got your new girl right there beside you. At least, you got somebody to talk to or that would divert your sadness when it mocks you. At least, you are sure you are excelling in a field you chose, whether IT or basketball.

But me, what do I have? I’m crawling through my college life. I don’t have a special someone. My friends find it so darn easy to take me for granted. So tell me, what do I have??? My cell and iPod malfunction helplessly; my cousins are far away; my parents are mainly my employers; my brother and sisters doesn’t even hear me out.

Suffering.

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Two roads divereged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
- Road Not Taken by Robert Frost