I was just thinking of a very nice person whom I've taken for granted for 2 years. He's somewhere else, definitely not here in the Phils. Let me be chessy, ok?! Wah. Miss ko na siya but sorry to say, he's celebrating their 1st anniv of his girlfriend. Anyway, he cared for me like no one has ever done before. He's uber duper sweet. Wah. He used to force me to rest on his lap because he knew I was up all night doing some papers. He used to tell me that I should just stay at home during summer because he said he should only be the one who's working. Awww. He used to tell me that he should only be the guy in my life. Hahaha, as if. Wah. With everything he had told me, my only replies were, "talaga lang ha", "as if naman", "feeling mo", "you wish"... Damn my insensitivity! When he knew I had a cellphone, he asked for my number and kept texting me for 2 hours. I wasn't online then so I replied to all his text, saying goodbye to 200 pesos in 2 hours. He was telling me to go to sleep, to eat and to rest even if I was just lying on my bed or watching tv. I was really stupid, someone should have slapped me. He even bid me goodbye with a long tender mwwwaaaaaah. So dumb.
I'd never thought I would have regrets concerning a guy.
I miss him so much.
This is not me.
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Two roads divereged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
- Road Not Taken by Robert Frost
