I'm always cheerful. Laughing. With eyes sparkling like happiness is forever. With my braces flashing, grinning from ear to ear. Everybody thinks I'm always cool and steady, without problems, just stress. They think I'm strong. They know within themselves that I'm happy and carefree

But, I'm not.

I'm not even happy. My smiles were just a lame way to make myself happy. It makes me think that probably, if I'll keep smiling, I'd finally be happy. Not. It made me more understand how unhappy I am.

I could fool the world but I can never fool myself.


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Two roads divereged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
- Road Not Taken by Robert Frost