I've been thinking about too many stuff that it seems i'll blow up anytime soon.
Let me enumerate.
First, this NMAT thing. The pressure to get a good grade, the pressure to prove all of them that I could get a good grade without the help of review centers, the pressure that this will literally, affect my only wanted future.
Second, the football games. I'm not a professional. I can't do a high ball nor cross the ball over to the other side of the field. I got a lot of weak points to work on but there's no more time to work on them. Argh. The pressure of not trapping the ball well, of not getting to it on time, of not passing to the right person with the adequate amount of speed. Darn. And the pressure with my friend, because I was left with this thing she started. Oh my.
Third, the many quizzes I'll miss because of all these. I'm too shy to ask for special quizzes.
Fourth, this never ending family problem, which chokes me to tears. This time, aside from my anti-mother thing, something is happening between me and my brother. Something unspeakable. It gets worse since we don't get a chance to see each other anymore because we're both busy. The thing that I knew is affecting me soo much to the point that I could break down any minute. I can't get over that fact. I can't do the advice of a special friend :( And my other sister is being such a brainless brat.
Fifth, other school requirements which are very very demanding of our time and effort. I can't seem to balance everything.
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Two roads divereged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
- Road Not Taken by Robert Frost
