doesn't it sucks when you know you need to finish something but you cant get yourself to do it? ive been yelling at myself for being happy-go-lucky, for not being serious enough about school stuff but it never helped. i never changed. i just cant get myself to study seriously. how weird. im sleepy for staying up late because i watched one tree hill before doing my priorities. my eyes are dozing off while typing this instead of while typing that case report. darn. i rather chat with important people than do that blasted case report. then, tomorrow, i'd kill myself cramming hopelessly. i even have a test tomorrow and i havent studied a thing. shit.
im losing it. but im happy losing it. weird. what's happening to me?
im glad im happy dying. hahaha!
aileen, wake up! do this. wake up the way R did, be happy and smart with him! go!
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Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
- Road Not Taken by Robert Frost
