The new year calls for a new beginning. To let go of the pass, and just live in the present.
Before the year finally ended, I was lost. I wasn't really myself. The past semester, including the whole 2007, I was really out of my mind. I don't remember stuff, I'm messy, I'm confused, etcetera.
So as the year begins, I'm also starting to rebuild myself. To bring back the old me. The ME who was in control of her life. The ME who knows what will be the consequences of my actions. And the ME who was not easily moved by irritation, frustration and sadness.
As far as I'm concerned, my year started great. A whole day of watching DVD, followed by a whole day of catching up with school requirements. Everything is fine, for now. Look, I don't know when will this "fine" ends. Actually, nobody really knows. We just got to savor every moment and be thankful that there was at least, "a fine moment" in our life. Just got to smile and hope for more of these "fine" scenarios!
Earlier, I dreamt of J! Never told anyone the details since I don't want it to end up like that of R. Hahaha! I also saw J twice today, without even looking for him. Hmmm, got to savor the moment. It wouldn't last.
*sigh*
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Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
- Road Not Taken by Robert Frost
