hating me
i hate myself for believing that you're always right, that you're never wrong.
i hate myself for accepting your imperfections.
i hate myself for liking you like you're the last person in my world.
i hate myself for dismissing your rudeness and egocentricity.
i hate myself for trusting you so much.
i hate myself for hanging on to you like you're some rope that's saving me from a cliff.
i hate myself for hoping for more.
i hate myself for being too weak not resist the urge to help you.
i hate myself for being too strong that even though i'm hurting, i continue to like you.
i hate myself for waiting too long.
i hate myself for not trusting my guts that i am nothing to you.
i hate myself for being happy with you.
i hate myself for being lonely without you.
i hate myself for depending on one person who doesn't even see me.
i hate myself for choosing you over someone who's probably better.
i hate myself for crying over you.
i hate myself for taking me this long to forget.
i hate myself for getting pictures of you and her.
i hate myself for saving your pleas and cries for her love.
i hate myself for hating myself JUST because of you.
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some things are just not meant to be :(
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Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
- Road Not Taken by Robert Frost
