Have you ever felt the feeling of uncontrollable happiness? Of uncontainable joy? Like you want to smile your heart out but can't because you're going to look so silly and weird? Like you want to shout but can't because they might call the Mental Hospital? Like you can't help to grin and bite your lips to prevent them from being so wacky? Like your heart is exploding, in a good way? Like all you can do is take a deep breath and smile to yourself? Or all you want to do is text and call up people to share your happiness? Like you keep on blinking your eyes to see if it's real and not just another dream? Like you keep on rolling your eyeballs trying to contain the explosive gladness within you?
If you have felt it, GOOD FOR YOU!
If you haven't, YOU'RE PRAYERS AREN'T ENOUGH.
It's really really crazy!!! It feels like you've never experience the feeling of loneliness. Or on the contrary, what made you so happy is the feeling of finally moving to the light, leaving the darkness behind.
I guess, I'm experiencing the later part. GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME.
Everything started with a CALL!
LAST NIGHT:
I called. I texted. He called. I'm asleep. He replied. I'm still asleep. And he called again. And I'm still asleep.
MORNING AFTER:
I checked my phone. Wiped my eyes. Blinked a couple of times. Checked again. And smiled for the rest of the day.
TODAY:
I called my cousin. Smile. A friend texted. Laughed. Will he call or text? Wondered.
TOMORROW:
Who's going to brighten my day? I can't wait!
