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Mixed State
14 May 2008


I wanted to write something, but nothing wants to pop out of my messed up head. So, is this what they call the writer's block? Darn.



I want to go home. It's not that I don't like it here, actually, I love it here. I wish I could stay here forever, where everything is organized. Haha. OC. Why the heck would I even want to go home? They're all filthy hot over there, and everything seems to be dirty. Hehe. But, the thing is, I rather be sweating like a dog with all of my friends around me, than be in cool, nice, peaceful place without them. Awww. Haha. Maybe, they should all go here!!!



Oh. I learned that doctors here get like $200 PER HOUR!!! And that's for new doctors. The most experienced ones get more than $400 PER HOUR! Whoohoo. In half a day, I could buy a MacBook. In a week, I could buy a Mercedes. In a month, I could buy a freaking mansion. Haha!!! I could work for a year, and not work for the next two years. Whoa, what a life!



Hmmm.. why do some people loathe those people who are happy? Some even think that these happy people doesn't care about the sad people anymore. How crappy could they get? I mean, doesn't these happy people deserve to be happy? Argh. Naisip ko lang, these people who thinks that nobody cares about them are selfish people. Nobody should really do care about them because mainly, they don't care about other people and they don't care about themselves. Whew!

People will care about you when you start caring for yourself.
Sometimes, you have to stop being selfish; you have to stop thinking that you're the center of the universe because you're not, and other people have their own lives to live than to be bothered by your selfishness.



Wah. Can't wait to get on board and fly. Haha. Kanta taio, "'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane. I don't know when I'll be back again. Oh, babe, I hate to go. Now the time has come to leave you, one more time, oh, let me kiss you. And close your eyes and I'll be on my way.." Nyahahaha!!!



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